Found

Found

I found myself not living and only existing

I found myself not loving and only missing

If I continue to live this way

I'll find myself not living in anyway

I found myself starving

I found myself searching

If I continue to look for things

I will miss what life has to bring

I found myself letting go

I found myself not saying no

If I continue to endure

I'll learn to accept what life has in store

I found myself Living

I found myself Loving

If I continue to live in this good health

I'll find myself

Mix Emotions

Mixed Emotions

I gave you me and all of me

You opened up a part of me that only you and I can see

I wanted love physically and mentally

And you gave it to me now I'm into you emotionally
The thought of you and I not working out
Is not what Loves' about
You don't understand

I don't want any other man

You complete me

That's why I just want and need to me be you badly

you art the first thing on my mind in the morning

Yes! Even when I am stretching and yawning

You are the last thing on my mind at night

Even if we had a big fight

You inspire me to do more

You are the one who hold the key to my unlocked door

You made me feel I can Trust

You made me Love us

I hang on to your every word

The way you remember everything I say like a mocking bird

You make me act crazy in a good way
Everyday spent with you is a good day
I know sometimes things will get hard
But I promise to let down my guards
I promise to meet you half way
I promise to tell you I love you everyday
Even though I may have Mixed Emotions
I promise to give you all my devotion

Void

Void

Dark empty spaces

Memory erased

Nothing or no one available

Nothing to watch on cable

I'm all alone

In a place that was once called home

No one to love me

No one to hug me

My heart is cold

My soul is old

Alone in this world

All by myself a poor little girl

I wonder will I ever love again

I wonder will I have a friend

Someone to talk to

Someone to call boo

This empty space was once fulfilled

To get that back seems so unreal

But when I look up to the sky I know there's hope

I know that one day someone will be here with me and this will be one big joke

This space is not forever void

But just temporary destroyed

What makes a perfect woman?

A perfect woman will be a GOD fearing woman first in my opinion. She will do whatever it takes to please her man as longs as its does not compromises her self respect. The perfect woman will be her man best friend in the whole wide world. She will know when his spirits are down and will know what to do to get them up again, no matter what the case may be she will cook for him, bath him, sing to him, rub his body, or just let him breathe. The perfect will do what ever she want a man to do for her she will practice what she preach and know that in a real meaningfully relationship you have to give and sometimes in some rare cases you may have give first. The perfect woman never make her man look bad in public and supports her man through everything no matter if it is inventing something so crazy as far as a cap that braids your hair. But how ever the perfect woman does not have to be submissive she have to have a mind of her own and sometimes act just a little tuft "it turns a man on". Let your man teach you something you don't or maybe even do know. Know how to the basic things as to cooking, cleaning, washing, and being sexy. Know how and when to switch it up keep it fresh, your looks, your sex life and experiment. Learn to love what he love all while teaching him that she is hard to find. It's so many things that makes up a perfect woman not enough for one blog. But maybe two will due.